helloo im going to be coming home in a WEEK can't believe the summer went by so fast. this summer was just so awesome. well, every summer is awesome =)
we should learn to be happy with ourselves. comparing ourselves with others only brings down the morale and ambitions of our dreams and in turn, leads to the demise of us. why should we be so concerned with what other people are doing? as long as you are living your dream, thats all you should worry about. and if you aren't living your dream, then you should. you gotta do what it takes. or, change it =)
from this point forward, other people's actions, annoying habits, and all the shit i hate about most of the people i know will no longer affect myself. its too much stress and i can't deal with it anymore. so im letting it all go.
in a sense to answer a close friend of mine's question you are only moving backwards if you think you are. pay no attention to what other people are doing and don't concern yourself with the world around you. there will always be people moving ahead of you and behind you, you have to find the right place and just live in it. be yourself. live your dream, or change it. just be happy with who you are and you will accomplish the greatest things you never thought you could. believe me.
so this was kinda cheezy. but i can be cheezy, and im ok with that. the only people who judge are those insecure about themselves. who are we trying to be exactly? i love me.im not conceided or anything, and i dont think im better than anyone else, but ive truly just accepted who i am and im ok with that. i am better at some things than others, and worst at other things than some. we all are. there's no reason to make other people feel like shit.
i fuckin love california. i will surely miss this great state.
happy 21st bday ariana!
xoxo | 